Author: Sturmfalken

So excited!!!

/ Sturmfalken
Today is one of these days where I am absolutely excited. Sweetys SFC is picking us up to take us to the PX. We all are going to volunteer for Holiday Gift Wrapping. He promised to give me a crash course because I am not very good at gift wrapping.
You know… I am so happy and glad that his Unit and NCO’s accept and integrated me. It makes life so so so much easier.

I am in need of a muse

/ Sturmfalken
I don’t really know what to write or what to say. It has been a while that I have written anything at all. I have the feeling that I have lost my writing skills, it could be possibly a writers block. In the past I didn’t have any problems to write about something. I just started writing without hesitation.

Writing always helped me to get through rough times. I had so many problems with my family that writing was kind of a stress relief. I wrote about the horse far, my friends and the kind of adventures we had. Of course it’s always been fictional adventures. Nothing serious just the kind of stuff a 15 year old would write about.

Today it is different. It isn’t that easy to put my thoughts into words. I have ideas but I don’t know how to put them on paper. I am happy. I am engaged and am going to get married in March. It is like I have no need to write about these things anymore. Sometimes I feel the urge to write. I want to write but I don’t know what to write about. So I sit here on the bed, next to my fiancee who watches Transporters and put down my thoughts. We probably go to bed soon because we both have to get up early. We’ll be volunteering for the gift wrapping tomorrow. This is going to be fun, especially because I am not that good at it. He promised to give me a crash course though…

I hate when people do this

/ Sturmfalken

Something that really pisses me off is when people try to take advantage of me just because I am engaged to an American soldier. They assume that I have access to the PX and the Commissary. Yes we do go there but only when he needs something like a haircut or military clothing or when he is buying the food. We went there together to get the food for Thanksgiving dinner but that is a huuuge difference. Or I make him a list of what I am going to cook for him and his battle buddies and they go to the Commissary. I never make him buying anything there for myself but people assume I do. Now people ask me if I could bring them something and I have not heard from them in forever. That never even thought of me and now all of a sudden that the word is out that I am engaged to an American soldier they all want a frickin turkey or this and that ice cream. They are telling me that they had this or that friend in the Army who took them shopping and it sure wouldn’t be a problem if I took them shopping too.

HELLO???? This is not how it works. I know they all love American food but I don’t even know these people. They are co-workers or some kind of relatives that never really cared. They never even called me once. Not even to my birthday, new years or Christmas so why should I ask my fiancee if he can get them something from the commissary?

I am not going to make him do something that could get us into trouble! PERIOD!!!